The first morning when you woke up without crying and you smiled at me as if to say good morning. I thought you actually knew who I was. The smile was not some random smile related to gas anymore like the first few months. The smile meant something and was an assigned emotion. I remember picking you up from your crib to our bed. Your dad was still sleeping but I was already awake and then you opened your eyes, and then you recognize that I was not just your source of food. You knew I was family. I have never seen someone’s eyes so full of joy and admiration as if I was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Despite my morning face, my morning breath, my disheveled hair, you looked at me and you smiled and you made me feel I am prettier than Kate Middleton and Princess Diana combined. Your dad never made me feel that way, but you did – with one big smile in that one winter morning at 6AM.
It will be almost 60 days since Elon was born. Since day one, I have been with him 24/7. During the times that I am awake from when he was born, I looked at him, kissed him, held him, and cared for him. The rest of the times, that I am asleep, I dreamt about […]
Hello friends! I wanted to share the timeline when I gave birth to Elon. I am writing this because I wanted to remember how it all went down for my first newborn. Here it goes: November 18 (Wednesday): Last day of appointment with my OB. This is what I thought to be the last day since […]
Finally! Someone noticed I was pregnant and I did not have to say anything. A lot of people are finding my pregnancy “small”. Not sure who their basis are. Some even asked me where the baby is. Girl, I am telling you, he is somewhere under this shirt. Calling myself pregnant has actually been very […]