The first morning when you woke up without crying and you smiled at me as if to say good morning. I thought you actually knew who I was. The smile was not some random smile related to gas anymore like the first few months. The smile meant something and was an assigned emotion. I remember picking you up from your crib to our bed. Your dad was still sleeping but I was already awake and then you opened your eyes, and then you recognize that I was not just your source of food. You knew I was family. I have never seen someone’s eyes so full of joy and admiration as if I was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen. Despite my morning face, my morning breath, my disheveled hair, you looked at me and you smiled and you made me feel I am prettier than Kate Middleton and Princess Diana combined. Your dad never made me feel that way, but you did – with one big smile in that one winter morning at 6AM.
You know what my prayer is every night? For Elon to extend his sleep. Elon is a demanding baby. He is not a colic baby but he needs to get what he wants when he asks for it. Pronto. In a way, like me. Yes totally like me so I understand my son. But sometimes […]
Elon is 11.11 lbs and 55 cm long Elon has chubby cheeks Elon has double chin – you can’t see the neck Elon still shivers like he is falling Elon cries when he is hungry, wet or gassy Elon sometimes coo that resembles to the sound of “how” or a soft “aww” Elon loves to […]
The first time I gave Elon a bath, it did not turn out well. He shivered uncontrollably. I panicked like a mother. Like a mother that I am. I was not at all prepared but my baby is losing his baby scent so I had to give it a go. My preparation was poor. I […]
Hello friends! I wanted to share the timeline when I gave birth to Elon. I am writing this because I wanted to remember how it all went down for my first newborn. Here it goes: November 18 (Wednesday): Last day of appointment with my OB. This is what I thought to be the last day since […]